When I’ve been praying for something to occur for so long....t hat its no more a prayer but an obsession And my mind is constantly thinking and overthinking...n ever ending doubts When will it happen? Where will it happen? How will it happen? Till I become so dejected, frustrated and exasperated That I ask Will it happen? And finally say I don’t care if it happens. Magic occurs when I state this. Because when I state “I don’t care anymore” I’m no longer chasing the boon But allowing it to find me When I say I don’t care if it happens, I no longer need something external to fill a void in me. When I say I don’t care, I find what I need within me And hence attracting the boon. ...if only you search inwards... Fear not dear readers, when you feel hopeless, lost and frustrated Respect this feeling and allow it to flow through you Understand the root of this feeling to be You seeking without what exists within When you go to seek a g